I don't know how to tell you, you're my best friend, and I can't risk anything, I see you looking at me in class, I don't know if you're looking at me or her or him, but then, I sat on my own, looked behind me, to see your face glaring happily at me, I was swallowed by your beauty, o don't know how to react, I hesitated, and sharpishly turned around, my heart pounding in my chest, I thought that was the only time, but I see you, staring at me all the time, you treat me different then the rest of them, you know I used to like you, but you dot know, I still do, and now I think you have caught feelings for me, but I don't want to think like lightning and assume that's how it is, you know eveeything, you know how I hate the wrinkles by my eyes when I smile, you know I hate my large chin, you know I'm insecure, you know I hate almost everything about my appearance, but you still carry on, being there for me, showing signs, and I don't know how to feel anymore, I'm so confused, I don't know how to feel…
THERE IS NO FEELING ( . . . )
I just want to tell him, and it’s so awkward because he’s such a good friend
I saw a 100 dollar bill laying on the ground and I wanted it so bad it hurt. Yet I passed it by as I was afraid to reach out and take the chance of picking it up and calling it my own. Thus it laid in the same spot day after day, withering until someone else came by and took what could be mine. If only I had taken one moment to realize, my own reluctance caused my loss.
Later, I found out that $100 was worth a million. My loss and no one to blame but myself.